Dad. Missing you at this time of year is really hard, especially this year as we've got little TJ here now. He's a gorgeous little boy. Please watch over him.
I'm trying to have the Christmas spirit, but as you know it's flipping hard when you have lost a parent anniversary at Christmas.
Dad I need to say I'm sorry for where I've failed with some things since you passed away.
I have no excuse, things have been extremely hard.
I love you dad always and i miss you ever so much.